Life doesn’t give you what you need… it gives you what you deserve. You aren’t entitled to anything. You have to earn it.
Ask someone if you can have $100 and you won’t get it. Ask someone how you can earn $100 and you’ll get it. In life, you get what you deserve and what you earned.
If anything, the expectation for you is that much higher given the education, resources, and support you had growing up. Entitlement is one of the worst character traits, and do everything you can to rid yourself of this.